Delicate matters of the heart in the heart of February

Well, its almost Valentine's day and what do we all do this time of year?  We think about who or what are most dear to us.  We take a moment to appreciate those people or pets in my case.....nonetheless this time of year makes me stop and really take a minute to think of what is important to me.  On that note, I need to make a decision in the next week as to whether or not I want to stay at my current job or go back to my old job.  I need to put my paperwork in before March 1st.  Well, I have made a decision and I hope its the right one.  These are very delicate matters of the heart as they do affect us.  My biggest question: Is my heart in this?  The answer is, yes, a bit too much.  I have important things going on in my life right now outside of work, yet why is it work always takes priority, no matter how much I tell myself not to let it consume me?  I hate feeling anxiety and stress on a daily basis.  I hate supervisors who micro-manage.  Most of all, I hate when I feel like I'm not doing enough.  I have parents telling me on a daily basis what a good job I'm doing and how happy they are with their child's progress.  Yet, I still feel this restless need to do more, perform better, impress....okay, impress who?  I'm obviously not impressed with any of this at this moment, so I think I need to turn the matters of my heart over to more important things in my life right now and basically just flip a coin and make a decision over the next week.  On that note, I'm going to go treat myself to a dark chocolate Dove candy and try to turn my brain off for a while.